Attack 1

Hey all its me once again ,Kiran Bharadwaj presenting you this;

“Completing 10th AUR AISH HE AISH”

Life replied:” NAA bhai NAA”

Journey till 10th was just a byway to a convoluted HIGHWAY called college/Intermediate life (here is where your fate is decided), hence followed by that, life gave me a warm hug and with a high air of spirit welcomed me to PU life(11&12th) which indeed took the clip from my wings and placed across my fantasy…. ya

How fanciful was I until I came into this step of life ,

My thoughts were filled and double layer coated with fantacy,

but now I am just living in nostalgia and having a TWO WAY RELATIONSHIP with depression sprinkled all over me…..

The best thing about anxiety is that it causes in you a partial Anthropophobia
and just keeps you away from people.It creates in you a rage ,vengence and you tend to hate living on Earth.

There are many types of ANXIETY atttacks ,biased on the base of cause ,which will be told in the later attacks….

ATTACK 1

“SELF AWARENESS ATTACK” or morover “DOMINATING CAN’T DO TENDENCY” or even, can be coined as “EVAPORATING HOPES”

YEP its like when you are in a deep sea of feeling that you will do something and you have even moved into a new city with that hope but a whirlpool inside the sea dominates the other water molecule and increases their REYNOLD’s number and mutates them and increses its molality and starts growing by shooting pointed arrow (no not like that of cupid’s ,this time its sharp and it hurts) and injecting manipulators and expressing thoughts ” I CAN’T “

It ruins all your idea of life , motto and abondones your thoughts , isolates it from you , sents it to another galaxy and cuts the communication from it …

though the thought was quite stupid but it was a great blow to me right on my cheeks…

I went all over the deserts of sahara (and corner house😅**), all over the Pacific ,all over the bergs of antartica and landed into a deep lake of melancholy(of which I had a reason*).

I gave up on myself and I felt like none of my efforts will aid in anything and I ended up showing no interest in any aspect of life and even tried to give up on it….

It can be best explained by the senario that,when you are in your bed trying to sleep, you try, you try, you try and end up being awake till 2 o’ clock and you abandon the idea of trying assuming that the whole night has been almost wasted and few hours of sleep won’t aid in anything and by the same way anxiety had trodded me and turned me into a new species …….

this was the consequence of my Attack 1 of anxiety …..

catch you guys in my later attacks…..

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**Corner house – A store which sells desserts

*Reffered to Antonio’s melancholy(Shakespeare’s The Merchant of Venice)